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5: Energy and Illusion as Quantum Reality as the Future

Ok so let’s look at the situation around energy. What has caused our problem within the context of our existence? In the very beginning, we emerged from the physical universe. From that which was, call it ‘manifest’ – that which was here. So the physical universe. In our emergence from it, we were in a way like an energetic implulse that came from it. So in the beginning, they will explain to you, for instance if you look at and you study the races that is here in the universe – how everyone emerged from the planets. And then when you died, you returned to the planet. For instance, when we found Anu – well, all the beings in heaven – we started going back: we were looking at the forefathers of Anu. We found them in the planets. They existed as an imprint, as the history of the movement of the energetics. Because energy always changes form but it’s always the same energy. So, dimensionally, it will have a different imprint. When you for instance now eat food, the food that you’re eating is coming, say, from the plant, but that plant has derived its energy from the shit that was placed back into the earth, and thus it’s the same energy –it’s just another dimension of it. Which is how your multidimensionality operates in a physical way. So if you really go back at any singular point in the physical reality, you will be able to find all its dimensions –that means that which it has existed as before– which is your quantum reality as you experience it as a physical reality and as you assess how it has progressed through what you call time –but it was simply its functionality within a sequencial process of eternal existence, where it simply changes form from energy to energy. Which means it changes substance, it changes its nature from one form to another form. But you can go back within that and actually trace back its origin. That means: Where does it come from and how did it move –which is similar to past lives and one’s existence throughout time. This ‘time’ though is not really measured as anything else than the sequencial change/transfor­mation of the energy (energy=that which was its substance). Within that we became aware. We became an energy of the energy. In that awareness we created a mind. That mind was basically our attempt to understand our existence within this emergence from what is here. Everything was always fine because, from a certain perspective, if you have managed, or, directed it within the interest of all, there was no conflict, there was no friction necessary, because the energy was simplistically transforming within the relationships that was existent. The relationships that was existent was within its definition of and as the form it has, that is then taken apart and it releases energy – which is fusion, for instance, or combustion for instance. We all existed within a reality that you could call quanta, a quantum reality, where everything in a way was immediate, yet we would experience ourselves within the sequence of our expression. Within that emerged a process of abuse. A process of, where some noticed that they could form a point of view about something and that their point of view, which you could call an opinion, was worth more than another’s point of view. Within that point of view, a friction developed between two points of view. The friction between those two points of view, which are now a manifestation of another dimension of the same energy where it comes from, which has become individualized and separate from the total movement of the physical energy within which all existed. Within that contextual relationship that was created, a friction developed between those two points of view / opinions. That friction created (energy) or allowed energy to emerge that was seperate, that could be directed as individualized energy –which you can call THOUGHT today. Within that we created our ILLUSION. Once we started taking that thought -that seperated changed perceptual energy which was not seen, which was not returning to its source– we started to create illusions. And we started to trap that energy which is real into an illusion and we slowly consumed the universe. Throughout billions of years, as you now call it, we have consumed the whole universe like that. A solution had to be found. Because of the very nature of the energy, that was created as a mental energy, as an energy of individualized delusion. Implied within that, equal and one, was a limitation to a single point, which made possible the manifestation of the individual form within the context of the triangle. Because that emergence of an opinion, of a point of view about something, in conflict with the point of view of another point: created a triangle. Two points in conflict created a point of combustion, a point of friction which created energy. Another level of energy. That energy is the energy we today live as personality. That made it possible obviously for the automatic emergence of what you would call 3-dimensions. Because that’s how we created 3-dimensions as a system. The fact that that was a delusion didn’t matter. Because within that we became that separated opinion, that idea of ourselves. When we became that idea of ourselves, we created what you have today. Entities, beings, even in the physical, that exist NOT AS the physical. You are existing as the mental projection of your physical self. So, you became a digital self. A self contained within opinion, digits, symbols. Which is not physical. Because remember, if we go back to the story of Anu and them, they took symbols from the planet –they took pieces of the planet and made symbols of it- which is then made to an opinion –they created an idea. Then the idea became important and your opinion about the idea became your mental projection, your delusion, your illusion = what you believe yourself to be, which then I would call a personality. This personality will fight for its existence by having a point of view, which is in conflict with another point of view. The friction between those two has created ‘the System’ as it exists today. According to that we then made rules for the system, which is the laws and the moralitites and the beliefs that exist today –which we then adhere to, we have taken that and put it back into symbols, which is Writing, made it our laws, and we have bound ourselves to that. For that reason something had to be created, a vacuum. Which is earth. The utmost fear. Did fear ever existed from a perspective as we have it today before we created the Mind? No. Fear did not exist as that. Fear started existing, as it exists today, the moment we started to fear losing our point of view, which we believed to be ourselves but which was not really real! So you inevitably would lose that point of view because it isn’t who you are. But the moment you believe that is all who you are, then obviously the moment the point of view no longer exists, YOU also no longer exist. Which is how we created our own end, which we are now currently living out. We are now reaching the end of time, which means we are reaching the point where we can no longer generate this sustainable, this idea of our self sustainably, because we have created, virtually, in every possible way, a form of conflict, where we cannot trust each other but we live in fear of each other. So we have become simply mental projections, contained within the physical, which suck the physical dry until it dies, and then the mental projection that remains is what you end up in the afterlife as. In that you are basically absolutely powerless. So unless you actually deliberately in the afterlife give up your existence -within the understanding that you’ve become virtually an illusionary energy- you let it go. That means you give back what you’ve allowed you to become to its source, which is the physical. So that you become in that the physical. You are pretty much screwed for eternity. Which is pretty cool from a certain perspective because you now have no impact whatsoever on reality. You are simply non-existent. From the perspective – now imagine, the problem that emerges from all of this: the mental projection that you have become as personality has then created from it(self) entities, which is the systems. These systems have become alive in a way because, you know, you have changed its energy from the perspective of, or, it is projections of energy, it is like a wave of, it’s an outflow of, it’s a mirror effect of, -of the original energy. It’s not the original energy. It is like having a picture taken of it and believing the picture to be real. That’s how the mind system operates. Now imagine these things existed before earth existed, a long time before it. Earth is just a manifestation, where all of these points have been brought together so it can be seen to understand how we’ve created this reality, how we’ve created ourselves in essence. So therefore, earth had to be manifested as a singular point, which was: everyone had to be brought together here, to get stuck in the actual manifested illusion, which was sound, which is what earth is: Earth is sound, and within sound, which contains all possible expressions, it’s possible to actually manifest the illusion and live it as if it is real, so that you can learn what is the consequence of your creation. So, let’s look at it again. What is our problem? Our problem is our perceptual ideas of the energy that flows from the friction that is existent between ourselves as separate personalities. Within that we create an idea of what life is and we manage it through systems called laws and morality and belief. Within that we then create a digital world, which is existent in the mental, while we disregard what is real in the physical. And we have thus no value we give to the physical, but yet we fear to lose our mental self. That mentality has created the world the way it is today. That is our problem. That is the point that must be stopped. Not the physical. The physical reality is pretty cool. Our mental reality is pretty fucked up. Now imagine, the consequencial outflow of you when you die as a mental self is that you no longer exist, from the physical reality’s point of view, and you become nothing more than a thought, the outflow of what you have become. And then you become a thought of a thought. And a thought of a thought of a thought. The average human being today exists as less than their own thoughts. That’s why their thoughts have the power inside their self -inside the mind- to question them. So if you have a conversation with yourself in your mind, where your thoughts have the capacity to reduce you to a physical experience of fear or anxiety or feeling less than –then you are less than your thoughts. Pretty screwed up, delusional existence, that is now placed within a fascinating context: That apparently you have a choice to be like this. The choice to be like this is existent within the mental projection of yourself within which you have a holographic experience of super-hero, for instance, where you are super man within your own mental projected self. Where you can do anything, because it does not impact the physical. Common sense is existent within the physical, that which is commonly sensed between all physical (parts) to support itself. Now imagine that our very nature in this world –the way nature operates- is a manifestation of our digital self, our mental projected self. And we have lost contact completely with the physical. Which is why, slowly but surely, most of the physical that was here is busy dying, is becoming extinct. Just as we are becoming extinct. We are becoming extinct as a real being, and in that we become only at the end: a thought, a projected digital self, which has no existence in reality whatsoever. And then we are screwed. And you can’t trust any of that because –can you trust your mind? You can’t trust your mind. Because your mind will form opinions and will be impacted by a singular energy source. So if you are two beings communicating: you are at high alert, the other one is at high alert, you’re throwing opinions at each other and out of that try and form an alliance or you create a war -of mind. And accordingly you’ll manifest your experience. And the being can say one word or move in one way, and you’ll immediately go: “Oh! What are they really saying? Are they mocking me? Oh, they are trying to convince me here. I will not agree.” Multiple ways you’re using your projections, but none of it is real, because it’s not real in the physical, it’s not within the context of what’s HERE. But what has happened is: you’ve taken the physical energy and you’ve transformed it into a projection of itself which is now a projected energy, and you have become this projected energy, which is basically like just a reflection of light. Not real. It’s not the light, it’s a reflection of the light. It’s the beam that’s out there. It’s not the actual light. And you believe that beam is you and you’re trying to get back to the actual light –which is impossible. Because it’s streaming forth. You can’t get back. You have to stop. And then you have to ammalgamate with what is HERE to really be able to end your illusion. What is more fascinating is that, within the context of your self-creation you have de-valued life to such a degree, that, have a look: you do not give a shit about anyone in existence and what they’re really experiencing at the physical level –that which is real, which is the physical. Therefore, by that very fact, you have given permission for your deletion, for your non-existence. Because you disregard everything else as non-existing. And in that single act, you have given permission for your end. Which is accordingly emerging now. Got it? Any questions? Clear? Thanks.




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Change and Evolution

So, as we are talking shit about earth here and we are talking shit about heaven, I mean, let’s look at Viktor…

Everything that is a limitation, everything that you cannot see as who you are, means that you are going to have to change.

When you change, have a look at what happens: you become a new person. If that happens, isn’t it common sense then, that who you are now is not real?

Why are you defending who you are now? Why does it become an energetic event? Why do you profess that energy is what defines you, when you can already see in the simple things and simple ways that energy transfers, that energy per say is not permanent in its expression?

The nature of energy is to transform and move from one point to another point through an event.

Let’s take compressed energy like wood; you burn the wood, you know you can talk to the wood, it actually speaks. Even after the tree is chopped you can speak to the wood.

And when you put the wood in to burn it, the wood says thank you for placing me so beautifully and then the wood burns and then you can talk to the ash.

And I mean, it has given its energy up as heat, but have a look it doesn’t stay as heat it changed again. So, because it changed its not real. And I mean, where does that energy go? To the ash? To the atmosphere?

It dissipates. Or does it return to its source, the earth?

Have a look, everything that you can touch, it’s from the earth, even the air you breath, because you can touch it, isn’t it. It can touch you, it comes from the earth. Without the earth you would not be here.

Have a look, though, that all the knowledge you have does not come from the earth. That comes from your personalities and your entities; and your personalities are given to you by those that teach you, in the interest of the system.

What is the primary things you are taught? It is the language, the way to speak, the way to participate in the eco-no-me, the economy, which has become such an entity; it’s running totally free, just based on the whimsical moods of the human that is participating.

Now imagine that a premise exists that apparently the market forces are free.

The money doesn’t move, or the purchase prices on shares do not move by market forces, it is people that make the decisions.

I mean, no money ever moves without a person making a decision. No share price ever moves or falls or goes up without somebody selling or buying that share accordingly.

There is no market force. It’s all bullshit. It’s like religion, I mean (Darryl: it’s a theory). It’s a theory.

It’s like a religion. I mean, there is a theory that Jesus apparently ascended to heaven, that apparently he transcended death and that he is now in heaven. But I mean; everybody aspires to go to heaven and then they die.

Does it mean that because they didn’t ascend that they will not go to heaven because they had to do it the same way as Jesus did? If that is so, then only Jesus is in heaven – he is fucking alone for 2000 years already, isn’t it?

Because – doesn’t it imply that if you have to live forever, that you have to transcend the physical, that you have to wake up after three days and show yourself to the world and say: “okay, I am still alive,’ and then you fuck off into a place somewhere where you’re alone waiting for everybody else while they fuck around in the darkness of this reality which is all lighted up isn’t it? I mean…

But you are still in the darkness of your mind, the darkness of your fears, the darkness of your limitations.

Have a look, if you can change, you’re limited.

If you fear, you are limited – not only that; you are possessed, because that which you own, that which you define yourself as, that ownership is your possession. You are possessed by your self-definition.

But have a look, if you have walked this earth for a little while you will notice a curious thing: your self-definition change in time through experience.

So, you are evolving.

Are you really evolving? No, you are only getting better at lying at yourself – that’s evolution. I mean, you put up another picture so you can feel better about the shit you are allowing, you’re evolving in your way of lying and deception.

Evolution in its primary way is basically experience though religion. I mean, you move through your religious beliefs as a form of evolution where you are apparently getting closer to God.

Not true, you are getting more and more blind and unable to see what is really going on, on earth.

You’re forgetting about everyone else who is suffering and you go into your self-interest for your own survival, hoping to be able to, like Jesus, ascend.

Everyone has a primary insert to at some way to become Jesus Christ incarnate.

So, that idea comes up in your mind and then you look at yourself and you see yourself as unable to do it and then immediately Jesus is exalted and you are his follower and then you act all in the name of Jesus.



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Man as Demon

Interviews with Bernard Poolman


Okay, so, there is a tic that has just bitten Gabriël on the right ass while we were talking shit about heaven and shit about earth.

So, at the moment we are at talking shit about earth and our subject is Viktor, the Victorious… with his primary desire of fame, which is the primary desire of everyone else.

What is certain?

If you can change, you are not real.

What is a demon?

A demon is: if you are less than a man.

What is a man?

A man is someone that considers all life at all time equal and one and live as life.

Men don’t do that. Men live as systems; systems of money, systems of sex, systems of survival, systems of uncertainty, systems of excuses, systems of acceptances of limitations.

Men live as systems, men has abdicated there own self-responsibility to its life to systems – like systems of government, education systems, money systems, transportation systems, feeding systems –all systems that are running under the guise of apparently supporting man. It is called the eco-system with no me, the eco-no-me, the eco-system where there is no life.

I mean, if you have a system what’s name is already ‘eco-no-me’, economy, which is the ultimate con obviously – then immediately ask the question: What am I doing? What the fuck is going on? Because,

I am supporting life with something that is not life, not equal and one – so everything is going to be a fuck up.

(Gabriel asks a question: Is the money system then a parasite?)

But money is nothing but the value you give it, you cannot personify money, you cannot give money a personality, because that personality will not move by itself.

You have to observe in this world what is the functional movement that happens and you will notice a fascinating thing: all movements of all events of all play-outs in this reality works by personality.

You have only various grades of personalities, you have system personalities that you can call entities.

Have a look, if you take for instance a policeman. If you would know the policeman, when the policeman is at home he will be one person,the moment they put on their police cloths and they go into the police system to act as a policeman they become an entity and they immediately start acting differently – they’re immediately a different person.

That would be now the policeman entity. They will immediately have more power over other personalities, so they are like suddenly gods.

And accordingly they will act – they will change, they will become someone you don’t know anymore, but somebody you expect to be there to protect you from all the other people.

I mean, because remember, it’s all the other people you don’t know who is specific that is somewhere going to harm you and that is going to come for you, all the other people are the ones that you fear.

You don’t know who specifically, but it’s’ just a random fear. It’s always there. I mean, you simply cannot trust anyone else, because – why can you not trust anyone else?

Because you cannot trust yourself, because exactly the things you fear in another are the things you do.

That is why nobody steps beyond the bounds of their fears, because their fears are undefined based in another human being that is unpredictable.

And with all that undefined, unpredictable shit, I mean, earth is in big shit.

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